ct sucks, sucks, sucks and sucks!

I bet i am doing much worse than before. This ct just suck to the core. I will get all uber lousy grades even if i dont fail. Chinese paper today was hell difficult. The paper will kill, especially the compre. Its like no one understands it. even the classes before me, erlot of ppl dont know how to do the compre. the compre is just too crazy. usually chinese compre is just lifting, this paper so hard, must infer from the passage. And when we students dont understand the whole passage bcuz it is all rubbish, we dont know what to infer. So we get wrong answers.

Gah. social studies was okok only. i dont know also... shall rest today since tmr got no paper, tmr is biology so tmr afternoon then i study. I'm left with a math, history and chem. i bet out of the 3, another 2 is going down...

I really think and have to admit that i have changed. I don't seem to be like the person i was last time. I don't seem to be as jovial as before, i don't seem to be as stress-free as b4, i don't seem to be as happy-go-lucky as b4. It seems like a great change. I have become very stress and start thinking of things. Exam don't really stress me out b4, but recently after the SA1s, i feel the urge to study more and more. I just cant go on having trg and going out all day. Seeing my lp slogging day and night to get good grades, whereas i just study things briefly.(except for physics) There are lotsa things tht i worry now, was neglected b4. I just cant simply retain. Or i cant just go up to sec 4 with lousy grades, tht makes no sense. And i do get a lil frustrated sometimes over small matters. I need to return to the previous me! but the thing is, can i?

Don't use such strong words. It makes you look weak.




-New ipod
-Gain weight
-Get into finals for A div
-Good A level results